It was an interesting evening. We went to JCPenney's to pick up Haelee's pictures in her Kitty Kat costume and then bought a few gifts for my friend Kim's baby to be. The shower is Saturday(today), but I can not go due to work. I bought her some onesie's, and 2 sleepers. I want to get her so something else just not sure what yet. I need to look at her registry and see what she needs.
Andy took off a couple of hours and they brought over Haelee and then trick-or-treated with Allison and her friend Tanya. They didn't dress up, just went as teenagers. She then spent the night. We ate at Casa Ole last night. I took bookoos of pictures of Haelee-bug. All in all a good night.
My heart always goes out to my kids. Allison seemed to be so upset that Colton spent all his time with his friends instead of her these last 2 days. I told her she needed to do the same thing. They are so young and they need to have their time with friends as well as themselves. It makes me sad she was so sad. I have problems when they hurt....my heart hurts also.
Got my pictures for the Scrapbook Junkie design team. I know I will not get it, because I know how many talented scrapbooker's there are in this area. But I am going to try for the heck of it. They are sweet pictures of someone's children, a boy and a girl. Sweet children.....I am working on ideas for how to scrapbook them. The journaling was surprisingly easy. I could see the mom's love in the photos. I wrote what I would write to my girls. Coming up with the LO will be the challenge. I am UP for it!
I want to get back in church. I miss God's people. I need them in my life. I seem to stay sad and lonely and sometimes even depressed over not having that is my life. I need the unconditional love God's people seem to have(or should have). I need friendship, love, and community. I feel as though I am being selfish, but I really need those things in my life.
I am looking at blessing someone in my life right now. I need to bless this person because 1 God told me to, 2 it will help me heal as I was really hurt by this person, 3 it will help in forgiveness...mine of her and her to me, 4 God told me to 5 hopefully bless her in a small way. 6 most important God told me to. He even told me how to do it(GCs, Scrapbook items, cards, notes)....I will start soon. I want to bless her daily....postage may get expensive, but that is OK, God told me to do it. I jot down new ideas as God tells me what to do. I have an interesting list so far.
Swapping.....I am so burnt out....I am suppose to host an autograph swap starting in January and I just do not want to swap anymore or host for that matter.....I want to quilt, scrapbook, enjoy Haelee, enjoy Allison and Colton.....love on my daughters.....I just do not want to swap anymore....I am burnt out.
4 hours down.....9 to go!
1 comment:
Sounds like you had fun with Haelee. I would love to see those pictures. I bet she was so adorable!!
I bet you are going to be amazing for the Scrapbook Junkie Design Team. I think you are TONS better than what you think you are. Please let me see it when you're finished. I am excited to see it. :)
Hopefully you can start going back to Clearpoint or find another church home. I too understand the longing for close friendships and community that comes from the body of Christ. Josh and I lacked that until we came to Watermark and now we are always in community with someone.
I love you and hope to talk with you soon!
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