I really miss the church that once was. We have been members of a church called Clearpoint for around 10 years. Things had changed so much there. The only leadership left there is the music minister. The lead pastor there left 2 years after we joined completely burnt out. The last lead pastor left over a year ago under not so good circumstances. There was alot of bitterness in his resigning. Things keep changing and not for the good. The youth pastor was well loved and he went to Tennessee. The new youth minister, I just do not know how I feel about him.....he seems ok. The kids seem to be attached to him.
Most of the congregation have left also. The church is in a severe financial situation. I know God can heal anything.....but I guess I am worried alittle. This church was my family for a long time. I did alot of healing. I was able to forgive my mom....a major step in my life. I was able to move on and semi put it behind me. It still resurfaces occasionally. We also met our best friends there. I do not know what I would do without Miss Donna and Mr Al. Wonderful people.
I hear that the church may have found a new pastor. It is only hearsay. I just do not know if here is any truth to it. I really want my church back......I want to grow and learn....I want to be taught.....I sound selfish and that is not how I want to sound. I just want what was....do not know if that will ever happen......I am very sad about that.
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